This is not just the title to Beyonce's song, its reality for me now. After 5 years of "belonging" to something I find myself, single. I feel like I should be mourning the end of my relationship or the loss of my partner and the only way I can describe the way I feel, today, is liberated.
As an attempt to not get my words twisted I should clarify that I adored the person I shared my life with. I feel content with what I contributed to the relationship. I read once that when we die we remember the good in life and that must include the people we meet during our lives that made it "good". I will remember the good, the love, the happiness; that is what it's all about, to hold on to the love and allow that love to transform itself into whatever it will be in the end.
But this is not about him or my relationship. It is about rediscovering myself and searching for what made me happy to be me, single and without being dependant on another to feel successful and complete.
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